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Delirium
Against velvet walls

The words we spit erode faster
Than a thousand years waves, but we smile and smile again. 
Your eyes wilt flowers in our home,
Where complacency hangs from the ceiling
And deception stains Persian rugs 
So bright they laugh at our dismay. 

It’s funny how we settle for loathing.

The abrasive touch we exchange 
Always gets mistaken for longing, but we go on trying and trying.
Nothing burns like your cold shoulder 
Searing neglect  
Your subtle lies spoken so sweetly are 
Carefully chosen from your armory. 
These wounds collecting dust make me just as pathetic as you. 

It’s funny how we settle for loathing

But I can’t complain
I’m not allowed to. 

My body stutters in your presence
And whatever’s left of me is undone.
I can’t be alone in my head
Thoughts like knives between the silence
And a presence like flu breath
Sickly
No place to hide our regrets 
Seeping through the floorboards

Watched my feelings become weakness
Watched your specter crawl over me
Through me
Always eating
Like unappeasable weeds
And they didn't stop
Until we shared a mouth
Shared all resentment and doubt
Domination is a void

I put my life on hold for you 
It feels cruel
Did you want to be cruel?

It’s always too late for people who never change
Who’d rather decay than carry blame.
Wish I could be the one to leave first
To watch the walls cave in on you, 
To watch you swallow unrequited

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from Self Care, released March 19, 2021

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